The thing with life is it MOVES ON! Doesn't matter if you think yours has stopped. As long as your heartbeat is still beating away.....life goes on.
You might be having a terrible day. Grieving the loss of a loved one. Lost your job. Declared bankrupt. Getting divorced. The list is basically endless. The point still is life goes on.
I know those days you don't want to leave your bed. When you don't even want to get up from under the covers. Then the're the nights your sure the sun won't come up because your entire world was just turned upside down. The days when you can't stand seeing anyone; even family, spouse or even your close friends. Been there myself several times.
Then the're the broken heart periods when your sure your heart is too shattered to keep going. Or your brain is too fried with stress to keep functioning. Incredible thing is they keep going! They might not work at 1000% but they don't stop.
Im in awe how day turns into night and vice versa no matter what. I was in a really dark place awhile ago.....and in that storm/tornado/hurricane in that point in my life I discovered my strength.
It was dark. It was scary. It was lonely because nobody truly understands the issues we have. (They can relate. They can empathise. They can be sympathetic. They can make themselves available for you or lend you a shoulder to lean on or a patient ear. But....they never really get the crux of the matter.). It was mind numbing. It was emotionally crippling. But. EVERYTHING around me was alive! Everyone was living their lives despite their losses, pain and grievances. Some even had the strength to smile through.
Then life decided it was tired of living me behind and my brain began to work faster. I remembered what I still had despite my loss or pain or any other issues. In the darkest of nights my sun came up. Life moved on within me despite the issues that had threatened my performance. My purpose.
Im no expert but life really does go on. Every single minute of everyday everyone around you is fighting a battle you know nothing about. But they get up and keep it moving.
Take all the time you need to heal. Then dust yourself off and keep it moving. Life's not easy but it's definitely precious. We only get one. Find your midnight Sun and hold on to it.
Human beings are phenomenal. We are at the top of the food chain with good reason. We're legit.
Whatever it is.....You'll pull through. You're HUMAN. Your midnight Sun is on its way to your rescue.